Everyday I fight a battle, most days I feel like I'm losing it. Forming relationships is difficult for me. I find it hard to make and keep friends. I'm always waiting for the other shoe to drop.
I think I lost my best friend today. It was already a bad day for me, I was angry, I miss my daughter, I just wanted a shoulder to cry on. I got mad at her because she wasn't being that for me. I picked a fight. I know it was my fault. She left and she probably wont come back.
My sadness has caused me to destroy relationships... I don't know how to fix this.
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